A bouquet of beautiful memories, sprayed with a million tears, wishing God could have spared you for just a few more years. When I am sad and lonely and everything thing goes wrong, I seem to hear you whisper, cheer up mama and carry on. Each time I see your photo, you seem to smile and say, I am only sleeping, We'll meet again some day.
sending prayers / Carole Mom To Angel ~Heather Bates Close
YOUR FRIENDS KEEP YOUR MEMORY ALIVE EVERYDAY...... / MAMA Read >>
YOUR FRIENDS KEEP YOUR MEMORY ALIVE EVERYDAY...... / MAMA
GOOD MORNING BABY.
WELL, JERROD & J.J. WERE HERE LAST NIGHT (LIKE EVERY WEEKEND) AND THEY WERE TALKING ABOUT YOU....THEY WERE SAYING THAT YOU WERE A PIMP AND HOW ALL THE GIRLS LIKED YOU. THEY ALWAYS TALK ABOUT HOW YOU DIDN'T START SHIT BUT YOU COULD DAMN SURE KICK SOME ASS IF SOMEONE ELSE WANTED TO START IT. THEY WERE TALKING ABOUT JAKE AND HOW HE IS THE LADIES MAN AND HE'S PIMP'N JUST LIKE YOU. THEY WERE TALKING ABOUT HOW ALL THE GIRLS LIKE HIM TOO. HE IS SO MUCH LIKE YOU. HE LOOKS LIKE YOU, WALKS LIKE YOU, TALKS LIKE YOU....IF I DIDN'T KNOW BETTER I WOULD THINK YOU TWO WERE TWINS. JERROD, J.J. AND ALL YOUR FRIENDS ALWAYS TALK ABOUT THE GOOD TIMES THEY HAD WITH YOU AND HOW CRAZY AND FUN AND CAREFREE YOU ALWAYS WERE. THEY TALK ABOUT HOW GREAT YOU WERE ON THE GUITAR AND HOW THEY LOVED TO HEAR YOU PLAY. WHEN JERROD AND JUSTIN ARE PLAYING, THEY ALWAYS SAY....."RJ TAUGHT ME HOW TO PLAY THIS SONG" AND THAT MAKES ME FEEL SO GOOD. THEY WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU AND THEY WILL NEVER FORGET YOU. THEY LOVE YOU BECAUSE YOU WERE TRUE, HONEST, AND REAL. JERROD ALWAYS TALKS ABOUT HOW YOU ALWAYS STOOD UP FOR WHAT YOU BELIEVED IN, AND HE ADMIRED YOU FOR THAT. IT'S SO GOOD TO HAVE YOUR FRIENDS COMING AROUND ALL THE TIME, SHARING MEMORIES OF YOU. JERROD CAME THIS MORNING AND HE AND JAKE WENT TO TOWN TO GET SOMETHING TO EAT AND MESS AROUND. HE WAS YOUR BEST FRIEND AND HE DOES SOME OF THE "BIG BROTHER" THINGS WITH JAKE AND THAT IS GOOD. NO ONE WILL EVER TAKE YOUR PLACE BUT I'M GLAD YOU HAVE FRIENDS THAT DO THINGS WITH JAKE LIKE YOU USED TO, I KNOW IT MAKES HIM FEEL BETTER TOO.HE MISSES YOU SO MUCH, HIS EYES TELL A STORY OF HURT AND SADNESS FOR THE BROTHER HE SO ADMIRED AND LOOKED UP TO, THE BROTHER THAT HE LOVED MORE THAN ANYTHING ON EARTH, THE BROTHER THAT WAS TAKEN FROM HIM FAR TOO SOON. WE ALL LOVE AND MISS YOU BABY. YOU HOLD A SPECIAL PLACE IN ALL OF OUR HEARTS AND YOU ALWAYS WILL. YOU NAME IS ALWAYS SPOKEN AROUND HERE AND IT ALWAYS WILL BE. THERE IS NOT A DAY THAT WE DON'T TALK ABOUT YOU. I WAS LYING IN BED THIS MORNING THINKING ABOUT YOUR WONDERFUL LAUGH AND WHAT I WOULD GIVE JUST TO HEAR IT ONE MORE TIME, BUT IT PLAYS OVER AND OVER IN MY HEAD. I WOULD LOVE TO HUG YOU, LOOK AT THOSE GORGEOUS BLUE EYES AND THAT BEAUTIFUL SMILE THAT LIT UP THE WORLD. J.J. VISITED YOUR GRAVE FRIDAY NIGHT, THEY ARE ALWAYS STOPPIN' BY TO VISIT YOU.....WE ALL MISS YOU SO MUCH.
I KNOW THE PAIN!! / MICHELLE-TONY'S -MOM BROWN (A CONCERN MOTHER )
TO R.J. FAMILY I AM SO SORRY FOR THE LOSS OF YOUR SON,I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL,IT'S HORRIBLE AND VERY SAD,I LOSS MY 15 YEAR OLD TONY THE SAME WAY,HE WAS KINNAPPED,BEATEN,AND SHOT IN THE NECK,AND TROWED IN A WOODEN AREA,SO I TOO KNOW WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH,I CRY FOR YOU,I AM SO SORRY,EVIL PEOPLE LIKE THE ONE'S WHO THEN THIS EVIL ACT TO OUR KID'S HAVE TO ANSWER TO GOD FOR MURDERING OUR BABIES,MY PRAYER'S AND MY HEART GOES OUT TO YOU,IT'S BEEN A YEAR SINCE I LOSS TONY AND I CRY EVERYDAY,I CAN'T GET THIS THOUGHT OUT MY HEAD WHAT THEY DID MY SON,SO I CAN FEEL WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH!!YOU WILL SEE R.J. AGAIN ONE DAY,HE IS IN HEAVEN WITH MANY NEW ANGLES LIKE TONY,LOVE MICHELLE!!!! Close